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Friday, February 18, 2011
"Running" or something like that
Our routine would be to meet up at the Wellness track on Tuesday/Thursday's at 5:30 and Saturday at 7:00. Now, anybody that's anybody knows that I'm NOT a morning person, so as soon as I was told 7:00 AM on Saturdays...my thought was "EWWWWH" I would also be faced with the challenge of not being able to be there every other Saturday because T runs every Saturday morning with his group. Along with that, our big girls are gone to their mom's so I would not be able to make it. However, I knew how important it would be that I be there to keep up with the routine if I had planned on actually doing this thing without walking.
I participated in two 5K's the year before last. I had to walk in both of them but I finished. Some would say it's not about running the whole thing but finishing, my feelings are just the opposite. I want to succeed at this. I feel like giving up, especially after yesterday's run. I sat in my car afterwards and had a pity party for myself squalling like a baby...... I still want to try at it. I suppose there is something inside me that is still fighting. The only thing I know to do is to just keep showing up every week and trying again. I still have an outrageous goal of running a 1/2 marathon by next February. At this point, I just don't see how.....Friday, October 29, 2010
Pumpkins, Fall Festivals and sweet treats!
So you will notice the blur in some of these pictures. This is because my camera lens got scratched at the beach this summer. Chloe Grace wasn't much in the mood for the patch this year. It was after lunch in the heat and that usually equals fussy two year old. I made this big ole head "gear" (that's for you Nik) for Chloe Grace to match her outfit that I also made.
See the fussy two year old?! .....and the blur? GRRRRR
My Ethan, my sweet sweet Ethan. He is getting at the age where he could really care less about "cheez'n" for the camera. He used to be all about it, but he is "big" boy now.
She really didn't care, can you tell?


So after the patch we headed to Drew School Fall Festival. Ethan is a student in the 2nd grade. We love Drew. Anyhow, our 1st game we played was the cake walk at Ethan's request.
And would you guess who won the very first cake?!!! Would you look at that "don't take a picture of me" smile? :)
So we headed outside to the petting zoo. Chloe was thrilled. She wanted to pet and hug every animal that was there. Like this giant tortoise.
And this billy goat
and she even got to feed the baby moo cow
After being in the heat, we decided to head back in and get our face painted. Chloe Grace chose a paw print. GO BOBCATS!
And just for good measure, we tried another pic with the camera before we left. I think she is still the cutest baby girl ever!

Moving on to the sweet treats. I've made about 200 of these in the last two days, and I've got about 45 more to make tonight. I really do enjoy doing them and they are so yummy!
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Fall Fun in the Sun
He LOVES sports. I was a bit hesitant about him playing tackle football this year, but I've actually really had a lot of fun watching him play. He has done really really well, so well that his assistant coach gave him a nickname. He calls him "vacuum" because he is monster at fumble recoveries. That's my boy-a!
T and I were talking one day at a game about the way he walks on the field. He has this certain strut and from the stands I can always tell it's him. I finally figured out that he walks JUST like my daddy. He has those long string bean legs just like his Pop's.
His curly hair on the other hand, I still don't know where it came from. Chloe Grace got it too, but it's not as curly as Ethan's. It needs to be trimmed badly but he has informed me that he doesn't want it cut. Every day it looks like a poofy fro before he goes to school. I don't have the heart to tell him it looks bad :(
I wished that my camera lens had not gotten scratched at the beach :( All the pictures that I have taken are with my Iphone. It's not too bad, but I believe the above picture would have been awesome with the lighting if my camera had not gone to poop.
Down, set, hut!!
I still can't believe that we are almost in the last week of October. WHERE has the month gone, WHERE has the year even gone. It seems the busier I get the more times flies right on by. I'm pooped come the end of the day, EVERY day, but I wouldn't change it for anything. We are making precious memories! I'm looking forward to the upcoming months. One of my most fav-o-rite times of the year. All the holidays, food, friends and family I can get in is the way I like it. Well at least 3 of the four of those anyways!Friday, August 13, 2010
New Season
Football is always exciting for us here in the south. Pre season started last night and that gets me excited because I know that means families getting together for good food, laughs and the game. Something I do love! With that being said, not sure why I'm so excited considering that I'm on a fatty Mcfat diet. I lost 30 pounds last year working out and dieting, and then in March when we went on our cruise I gained 5 pounds within that week.....needless to say that has snowballed in to 12 pounds! I started a very low calorie and when I say low I mean 1,045 calories a day. Did you know that there are 580 calories in a Butterfinger Blast from Sonic!? MAN I'm gonna miss those!!!!!
Do you ever wonder if you’re doing what your called to do?? I feel that right now I'm going through a change in life along with this season coming along. Honestly, I'm bored. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty to keep my busy and I'm very blessed and grateful for the life I have and that we are able to do things for our kids, but I'm bored with myself. I believe fully that God has given me special gifts and I don't feel that I'm using them at all. Honestly, I feel left out....Let me explain. Timmy is going back to school to pursue a degree, Jimmy his twin brother is going back to college to progress in his profession and Sheila, his wife, is going back to school to progress as well. I'm not comparing myself to them at all, I just feel I’m doing nothing to progress. ( and yes I know I have a choice)
So I have to ask myself, what am I doing? OR should I say, what have I done? I didn't go to college and don't see that that is an option right now. Honestly, I'm not sure I want to. I love to learn but hate school. It doesn't come easily for me so I have to really work hard at learning. I know that I can do anything that I set my mind to, so I guess the real question is..."what do I want to do"? I just feel that I’ve not accomplished a lot in my life. ( career wise) Sometimes I just feel I got to work to work and make a paycheck. I’m totally appreciative that I have a job and with great benefits mind you, but I just know that is now what God called on my life to do. I want to do better, be better, be appreciated and needed. I want to be successful but also stay grounded. I want to make a difference and to please God with all that I do.
"If you are faithful in little things, you will be faithful in large ones..." Luke 16:10 (NLT)
So until then, I guess I’ll just keep on swimming ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>
Thursday, June 10, 2010
10

"With you is my very favorite place to be" is what the card on my desk read along with a dozen red roses.
Today marks 10 years of marital bliss for T and I. Today, that word bliss-(Noun) meaning: 1. great joy or happiness 2. spiritual joy; heavenly rapture..... has a lot more meaning than it used to.
Our marriage didn't start out like those Cinderella stories as most do. I was 18 and he was 20. Our wedding day didn't start out in the beautiful church decorated romantically with roses and candles, with a guest list bigger than Texas.... Nope, ours was in my parents trailer home, a justice of the peace man I never met before with just a handful of relatives. I was about 35 pounds over weight, my parents were getting a divorce, I was marrying a man with two children, we were broke and both very very broken -hurting individuals. (sounds like a redneck hillbilly mess to me!)
Lets rem anise a bit shall we?
-T and I met through my mom (of all people) See, she had this addiction with Mexican food ...but not just any Mexican food...it had to come from El Chico's. Anytime we were to go eat out as a family, it was El Chico's, NEVER any where else. All the waiters knew her by name! RIDICULOUS!
One Friday night at the mall, my two cousin and I ( all single) decided to go eat dinner. To my extreme teenager happiness, we had a pretty hot waiter. We ordered, made small talk with him and talked about how hot he was while not present at the table. I must have ate about 5 bowls of chips and salsa and about 20 glasses of water so I and HAD to go to the pee! With great surprise, as I returned to the table.... I had to face horrible embarrassment!!! My cousins, (sneaky craps) had asked him for his phone # while I was away. BUT wait..it gets better. He was not "available", nope not at all. He was actually engaged to be married and his name was Jimmy- Yes Jimmy! Try finishing your dinner with knowing the humiliation that comes with that!
So...with that being said...and as I was saying earlier my mom loved El chico. One special, but normal weekend night she, my grandmother and one of 'the' cousin's decide to go eat. Well golly be dolly guess who was their waiter?! Uhmm uh, yeah you guessed it. So convenient!!! In light conversation, my cousin decides that it would be so "funny" to bring up me again. (I still to this day feel that was total payback!) They all laughed at the "funny" little story (you know the one where they asked for his # and he wasn't "available" while sipping on margaritas and eating about 10 pounds of chips and salsa! This is where it all began for T and me. How so you may ask?
Jimmy mentioned he had a brother that was single that night...........
'the' cousin in her head thinking: " uhmmm, well if he looks anything like you, I want to meet this guy"
....Waiter Jimmy- brings over more chips AND his brother who just SO happened to also be a waiter at El Chico's!!!!!
Waiter Jimmy: "Hey guys, this is Timmy, my TWIN brother"
Timmy: Hi, here is my # (while scribbling on paper).....tell her I'm available"
..... sooooo tickled pink and ecstatic..... they come home with this piece of napkin with his # on it insisting I call him.....and well the rest IS this 10 years that we have made.
God was not in our life in the beginning. He was there, but we were not faithful or living our life Christ like. We have been through a lot of really bad and terrible hardships. We brought our past hurts into it. Tiffany was in a horrible accident and almost lost her life at 18 mths old. Timmy's brother was killed 5 months later, he was in his 20's. We Spent 9 months fighting the court system/state for custody our oldest girls. Timmy had an addiction alcohol and I had an addiction to controlling everything. We had our beautiful son Ethan, then two years later the 7 year "itch" made it to our door step. By that time there was a lot of hate, bitterness and resentment, and un-forgiveness that was deeply bedded in our hearts. We separated for 3 months which brought enough craziness to our "home' and family to put us in a nut house. There were always people with opinions about could'of -should'of- would'of's ....but there was also people praying for us even when they didn't even think "humanly" possible it would work out. But God had other plans and His works in motion.
By His grace, love, and faithfulness, we were able to salvage our marriage ( and 9 months later we had Chloe Grace aka Woo)
God gave us hope. He helped us to break addictions, forgive, appreciate what we had, learn to love and be loved, and gave us healing. God's son, Jesus was offered to us so that all those chains could be broken. So we could be set free. So that Timmy could be saved, so that I could recommit my life to God and to Timmy as his wife, and so that our future on this earth would bring Glory to His name for what He has done and continues to do for us.
10 years is a long time but 13 is even longer. I'm thankful that everyday, whether I felt it or not was a blessing and that God never left us. I love you T. Not sure how or why you put up with me like you have and do, but God is love, so I guess that's a good enough explanation for me
<3 Happy Anniversary



















